I decided to stay home today. I am being paranoid and really careful. I just watched a show called "the baby lab" and it followed 4 couples in their ivf journey. All were different cases but still I could SO relate. I was crying from the beginning when seeing the couples doing shots and u/s. It just looks so sad and so technical to have to make a baby that way. I guess thats how Aaron and I looked. But then its such a big blessing to be able to have IVF and ICSI, especially in male factor infertility. They said that 10 years ago, men with no sperm or low counts were just told that it was impossible. Wow, I am blessed today to be 27 years old in 2006 doing ivf/icsi. So now it doesn't look so sad, it looks like a determination and a necessity when you so desperately want a biological baby. I am proud of myself for going through all of it and Aaron can't stop telling me how proud he is of me. I am just happy that everything seemed to go so well. Despite the PCOS and the danger of OHSS, I feel so good! I have some bloating but it I swear since yesterday after the transfer I felt better than I had for about a week. Maybe the anxiety was getting to me. So for now, I am on the couch watching tv. I just am praying and hoping and even talking the little guys to hopefully implant in there. I read that after a 5 day transfer the blastocysts usually implant on day 6 which is today!!! Maybe they already did!!! Ayiyi, this is so crazy!!!
Oh and I forgot to post the first official pic of my 2 precious ones... Here they are: The one on the left is the bigger one and the right one is just a tad behind. Aren't they GORGEOUS???