I have a headache today. Yuck. I had noticed that since starting the stims, the headaches had ceased. Guess not. My ovaries are doing flips in there today! I am feeling so much inside that it sort of makes me feel like a pregnant woman feeling her baby move. So far, these eggies are my babies.
Hm, speaking of PG, my nips are hurting today. They feel like if I had ovulated. I know I haven't but it feels like that. I am guessing maybe the estrogen rising effect? I dunno.
Soo today I am calling about the insurance situation. We are going to go for the PPO plan at 90% coverage with a $10,000 limit on treatment and a $5000 on meds for Infertility. It sucks that we have been decreased the amount of coverage but I am sooo thankful that we still have coverage! Whew!
The funny thing is wondering if this one ivf will work or not. If it doesn't, then I will have another try at it next year. If it does, then I will have to pay 10% of our maternity care. And weird thing is that we have to make our decision by the 22nd as that is when Aaron turns in his paperwork. That is the same day of retrieval. I am hoping that this is a sign. God may be trying to tell me that I won't need to worry about anymore infertility coverage (for now until we want to ttc again) because this first one will work! Maybe this is a test of faith? I don't know. But I hate being put in that position. I have been tested enough so I will not let this get me down that maybe its a test, that I might even fail. No way!
Its neat that Aaron got his job right when he did. Then our insurance came in effect in Sept. I had to wait. But... my period came exactly in the perfect timing to get my preliminary testing done. Then, the consult. Then the bcps. Everything has just been lining up perfectly with time. Now that we will no longer be covered under United Healthcare, which will probably take place on Jan 1st, 2007, it seems as it was there on purpose. Right on time. And that its ending right on time too. I have my beta sometime in mid Dec. Then my clinic closes for a week. So as I say goodbye to my AWESOME coverage, I will be finding out if IVF #1 worked. So strange that TimeWarner decided to merge when it did. Right on time for Diana and Aaron's chance to get that ONE IVF done and then move on. That is more of a sign I like!! It just seems too good to be true!
I will admit here that I do have a good feeling about this. I don't know what it means but I just feel very hopeful and at peace. Hopefully, that assumption won't be shattered into a million pieces. I just have to sit and wait and trust.