Nothing much going on today. I am on my 3rd day of bcp's. I called me nurse yesterday (hehe her name is "honey") and she set me and Aaron up to go in next week on Wednesday for our schedule and injection teaching. She also said that I would be starting Lupron that same day!!!! HUH?? I was under the impression I didn't start shooting up until my 3rd week of BCP's. I am secretly hoping that she had me confused with another patient because I am soooo not ready for the shots. I will if I have to be but I just wasn't mentally prepared to start so soon. I guess I have a week to get there. I did ask her about it and mentioned that I thought I had to wait a couple more weeks and she just replied "nope, you can be on birth control for a week or 2 and start Lupon." Okay. Whatever. The good thing is if I started next week the egg retrieval and egg transfer will be much sooner. Sooo I could be pregnant sooner!! That is a good thing!

SO my sister (HI Betsy!) called me and told me she had a dream about me last night. She said it was SO real and that she feels its going to happen soon. She dreamt that I had just had our baby. It was a girl and she had red hair like Aaron (actually she said really more red than Aaron's) and had her daddies big hands. Betsy said she was sooo cute! She also said that Aaron was holding her and wouldn't let her go! How cute! I totally can see Aaron that way in real life...

Sooo of course I got a bit of hope through that so thanks Betsy!

I am sooo hormonal right now. I am perioding PLUS on birth control which is pure hormones. I was feeling very anxious today because of it. Grrr... Hopefully tomorrow is a better day.