We have decided to move! We had talked and talked about it last year. We made up our minds to do it early this year but then found out I was pregnant. So everything went on hold for a bit. Well we decided to go back to original plans and move to Austin. We are SO excited. I LOVE LOVE LOVE Austin. We just came back from there this past weekend to look for places and found a small cute townhome that I hope will be our next place... we are still waiting.

Meanwhile, I FINALLY made it to my follow up yesterday. I had it 2 Mondays ago but didn't see dr. until yesterday. Turns out I was pregnant with a baby girl. Her chromosmes were normal. I'm confused because if she was normal, why didn't she ever grow? The dr. mentioned my ultra high insulin levels. He said that could had been it. My glucose is fine.. it was my insulin that came back extrememly high. I am now on metformin again along with birth control. We are not presently trying to conceive especially with the move.
I have to say I was extremely overwhelmed with the news yesterday. Makes it more real to know it was a "she". Makes it more personal. More sad too.

Also 2 weeks ago, we went to a well known urologist here in town. Dh wants to see what's going on with him. Well turns out his count has quadrupled since we were trying! He was at 4million/ml and is now 16/ml. He will be having a repeat to confirm but seems that it's right on. His motility did go down from 35 to 25%. Then his morp was even more horrible!!! It went from 4% to now 0.5%. He was diagnosed with a varicole on EACH side. We go back in about 2 weeks for more b/w, an u/s, repeat SA and to discuss our options. With the move, not sure what we will be able to do.
So all this news was surprising! His numbers are doing better but the varicole was a surprise. He has seen a uro before and nobody ever told him or even spent too much time on checking him. Hopefully this gives us some answers.

Just wanted to give an update.

And I just need to "talk" about how I wish that baby girl would had made it.