I need to update! Soooo no natural miracle baby this time. AF came yesterday and is being MEAN. But its all good. I start bcps tonight. I called my nurse yesterday and she faxed my schedule over to me. I do bcps for 2 weeks then Lupron and stims. My estimated egg retrieval is set on July 20th!! Then 5 days later is my embryo transfer. Its very very close now! I didn't realize it but we are just around the corner from it. I can't wait!!!
I feel so much more positive now. For my FET I was negative and I don't think I was ready for it. I was still grieving my loss. But at the time, I had to do it for some distraction. It didn't work but I survived.
Anyways, here I go again!!! My first u/s is on 7/7.. Aarons birthday! I should also start stimming that night if everything is okay. Remember, my ovaries have to be shut down and my estrogen level should be low- unde 50 I believe.