I believe AF is here. I started to finally spot yesterday and today it's a bit more. How ironic! I will probably have AF on my "would had been due date". Ah, God has a funny sense of humor doesn't He?

Not sure if I've updated but on Monday I have my follow up. I am anxious about that. Then that evening at 6:00 I've bit the bullet and have an appt at a acupuncture place. This is my first time ever doing it so I am a bit skeptical but in general I've heard great things about acu so I am willing to try it. Supposedly it will help me 1.) relax 2.) thicken up my lining 3.) reduce stress. I've decided to do it along with my FET protocol. I am excited. That means I will have about 7-8 weeks worth of acu by my transfer. We'll see how it goes.

That's it. This week will just be funky. I have been crying alot though but I guess it's expected. I just can't believe that I'd be going into labor soon. So weird. So sad. I shouldn't be having AF you know, it should be mucuos plug or whatever kind of bleeding you do (bloody show) right before you deliver. It's just so sad. What I would give to have that baby in me RIGHT NOW.