A year later and I'm back. It's been a while!!! I just reread my last entries. How funny!!

Well I am currently amazed and in shock. I have no idea what will happen but I'm dying to announce... I'm PREGNANT. UM err ehh??? Yeah... al naturale apparently too. I'm sooo lost right now but believe me, I'm enjoying every moment. Here's my story:

Christmas eve I felt a bit frisky. It could had been the yummy dinner we had or maybe the malibu drink my sis made me. We stayed up at my parents playing Tekken. It was Aaron, me, my sis and her hub. It was getting late so my parents offered us their den to sleep over. We said fine, we were tired and didn't want to drive home. So we played some more. At around 5am we went to "bed". I was on the couch while he was on the floor. Even though I was dog tired, I wanted some nookie so we did it. We hadn't been together in a week probably and weren't together again until New Years. Anywho, (tmi about my sex life) the next morning on Christmas day I woke up with soooore boobs. I mean SORE. I was like OMG I ovulated! Remember? Apparently this happened to me last year around the same time. haha I jokingly said... "awww if your spermies worked maybe you could had gotten me pregnant". I know that sounds awful but I swear it was cute at the time. Of course I didn't give it a second thought.. went on about my days.
So any time I ovulate I get AF on 14dpo. I was probably around 8 dpo when I started to cramp. It was sooo uncomfy but I figured it was just stupid af. I was happy btw, because af hasn't been here in a while. I got off of bcp about 4 months ago and never saw her. So cramping kept persisting. And the cramping was getting pretty intense. I mean, I kept checking for af throughout the days. My nipples were still sore.
So my 2 weeks were up and no af. I thought yeah she's going to be late. Cramping was still intense and boobs were still very sore. I kept telling my friends what a bitch Af was going to be to me because she hadn't visited.
Well by now Aaron kept making comments about being pregnant. I was like yeahh right... but deep down I would OMG WHAT IF I WERE?!?! But of course, the thought would quickly disappear.
I figured she was late but by 17-18 dpo I was still intensely cramping and my boobs were hurting so much that I woke up in pain one morning from sleeping on my stomach. It was a Sunday, I stayed home sleeping. We went to eat after Aaron got home, then Aaron convinced me test. We ended up at Dollar Tree but no tests. He then drove us to Walgreens where we stood there looking at all our options. He picked out the Digital! Digitals are NOT for the first test. But that's how much I knew I was NOT pregnant. I told hub that he was going to look at the test, not me. I hated them!!
On the way home I shared with him that I was nervous. I told him that I hated putting myself in this position of testing because I know that they're never positive and that it will hurt me when I see the bfn, even when I'm not ttc. He said "look we're assuming you're not. You most likely are NOT pregnant but we are doing it for precaution." I bought it...
So we got home with our double digi tests and I peed in a cup. He dipped it for me and all while I sat on the toilet. I told him he'd have to look because I was not going to look at NOT PREGNANT. About 30 seconds later he comes back to the bathroom (I'm still on toilet because I didn't want to look) and his face just went white as he looked at the test. He said "OMG IT SAYS FREAKING PREGNANT!!!" I said "WhAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT?" All I did was laugh from the point. I looked and sure enough it had a big pregnant on it. He kept saying no, no, no over and over and how this couldn't be lol. He said it's probably a faulty test. I kept cracking up. He dipped the 2nd test and again it read Pregnant! He still insisted we had bad tests so we went back to Walgreens and started our hpt obsession. About 10 tests later, it is confirmed, I have a BFP in my hands.
Of course I call dr. on Monday and schedule beta. Being 17 dpo it was 271. Second beta at 19dpo was 569. I'm in SHOCK. I cannot believe this.
After 7 1/2 years of actively trying, when I am NOT, it happens. When I least expect it. I can't believe HIS sperm got an egg! I can't believe I even ovulated!!!! I can't believe that the fertilized egg even made it. I can't believe I am having an u/s next Thursday.

We had our house for sell, were ready to move to Austin and rent an itty bitty apartment while we both went to school. A baby was the last thing in our minds. It's unbelievable to me that this is happening to me. ME?!?!?!? MEEEEEE?!?!

Are you in shock with me? I kept pinching myself saying I think it's a dream but so far I haven't awoken. I don't know what's going to happen but of course I pray all goes well. But just being HERE today is a miracle. Just being able to say that I'm pregnant NATURALLY is a miracle. I'm trying to take this one day at a time and not stress.

I'll update as I go... Craaaazy huh???